I want to thank you!
AdorationWith this message i want to thank you all for the amazing sweet messages and support!!!
And i also need to apologize i guess for not showing my appreciation sooner and for my late reply.
I hope you are all enjoying the summer and having a good time!
After my last journal things got pretty bad here with me and my selfesteem went completely downhill. I can't remember it ever being so low. I felt like i was not good for anything and that i couldn't do anything. I doubted everything i did and said. Etc. It was a really rough time. I couldn't face people and i kind of excluded myself from 'the world'. Which was a really REALLY bad action!
There is good news though! I managed to turn it around with help from a close friend. He helped me get this job for the summer (place is run by his father) and ever since i started there, i am starting to feel better and better. My confidence is growing again and i am smiling and enjoying myself. Social interactions are going better and i finally realise that i am actually stronger then i was a couple of years back. It was a surprising discovery for me.
I'm still not able to create though, somehow that part of me is completely blocked. I am not even enjoying drawing when i try it. I just can't do it. So as for drawings and stuff... i'm sorry there won't be any, i just can't. (no drawing, no painting, no writing, no plaster, absolute nothingness!)
I try to return little by little, checking things here and replying at times. For those who have a Gaia account - i have an active Gaia account, so please let me know. At all other places i am on hiatus.
Sorry for people on msn - i am not on it! PM me here or mail me if you like. (pm me for email address)
Enjoy your summer and the little things in life! It's surprising what they can do for you!
PS thanks everyone for the favourites, i was surprised to find that when i got back 0.o; hehe thanks!
Shuchi <3 EM!
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This thought doesn’t reach you, doesn’t reach you
I wonder what is truly precious to me
Somehow it seems like I’m being controlled by someone
My heart is truly mine
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend
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[link] <---$6 Commissions.
Please help!
I am trying to buy my friend a birthday gift!
"GRIMMJOW IS THE VERY SOUL OF AWESOME!" - ~GrimmjowXxXx
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Sorry for my English ^^"
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